No, really, I have no idea!
Since I last wrote, the inevitable furlough situation has happened. Our company has ended up having to furlough around 50% of staff, so I find myself with three weeks (at least) at home. Well, two now. We’re not sure what happens at the end of the first three weeks, whether the other half can go on furlough and those of us currently on leave go back to work, or whether it’s once furloughed, almost forgotten. We’ll see.
Honestly though, I’m okay with it. I was well prepared to make the most of whichever situation I found myself in so, I wasn’t worried when the news came through. I have paints, things to paint with those paints, brushes to do the painting with. I can bake and eat the results. I make tea and coffee and lunch for Mum and Dad who are both working from home. I can enjoy the utterly glorious weather we have been blessed with lately, and take complete joy in the company of my dogs.
If I were remotely greenfingered, I’d do some gardening but given my track record with plants (I once lovingly nurtured a stick in a pot until Dad gave me the news it was never going to grow because it wasn’t actually alive) I tend to leave that to people who can actually keep things alive.
It is extremely odd to not have to keep my eye on the time, or think about whether my uniform is clean (of course it is, it’s been washed and sitting in my wardrobe for ages). We take the dogs for a walk every evening – allocated exercise and all that. Although the other day the dogs decided to gorge themselves on apple fertiliser so we spent a delightful evening clearing up vomit. Nice.
I’ve been to the post office and to the shop. Once. I will be going out at some point next week to get fresh food stuff for my grandmother who lives on her own in the middle of the countryside. So that’ll be an exciting outing. I’ll have to make the most of it, being out in the world, seeing other humans from a socially acceptable distance.
I won’t lie, much as I’m happy with the social distancing situation, I would quite like the restricted quarantine stuff to be lifted. I don’t mind not being hugged or having people encroaching on my personal space or everywhere being much quieter than usual, that’s all still fine with me. It’s the feeling like you just can’t get on with life. While I’m keeping busy and happy, there’s still that underlying feeling of waiting. Every day hoping things might be a bit better, that things are on the way to good news rather than bad.
I’ve been spending a lot of time outside over the last week, due to aforementioned beautiful weather. This means my freckles are coming out full force (I don’t mind that) but it also means I’m having to crack out the Factor 50 already!! Ridiculous pale complexion means I burn so stupidly easily. Mind you, it was so hot yesterday I was very glad I did wear it as I still managed to catch the sun. I like to think I’m finally learning from my years worth of mistakes in getting burned, so badly burned!
I did wear shorts yesterday though which led to Mum singing “oooh I’m blinded by the light” at me. I really am very very pale. They could use my legs as airport landing strip glowsticks. Honestly.
I do always feel better in the summery months though. When the sun comes out and everything is a bit golden and bright and the air is warm and you can feel the sunlight soaking through your skin and into your bones. That’s when I’m at my best. It helps that my skin tends to clear up and alleviate a lot of my self-consciousness.
As I mentioned briefly, I’ve been painting a lot. I bought some natural wood slices which I’m having a lot of fun with, painting into coasters. Bumblebees are my main theme, because they’re so very bumbly and I love them. They’re also very easy to paint in a simplified form which means I don’t have to worry about not being able to paint anything very realistic. I can go with my strengths of playing with colour and shapes and design.
I might have to order some more though as I only have 3 blank ones left. And two weeks more of furlough…
Not to worry kids, there’s always my faberge inspired eggs to finish. It’s only taken something like 7 years to get this far… Or I can do some more russian doll figures. Or a different craft altogether. I could pack away the paints and do some felting.
Oooh, felted bumblebees….
The biggest news is that the guy a few doors down got his hedge-trimmer out yesterday. The fact we hadn’t heard it yet was leading us to feel a little concerned about him. When he revved it up yesterday, we all breathed a sigh of relief. For a moment we thought we might have a sunny Easter weekend without any power tools invading the peace. But our fears were unprecedented. Phew….
I hope you are all managing to stay positive, safe and well. I know, we all know, that this too shall pass. It just feels like maybe it never will…
Enjoy the sunshine, let it soak in and lighten all your fears.
Bee happy.